Bismillah Walhamdulillah Wassalaatu Wassalaam ‘Ala Rasoolillah
My dear readers, Ramadan Mubarak! As we are on the verge of passing across the halfway line during this blessed month – we may find ourselves losing abit of traction in our eagerness and enthusiasm for worship. The long days of fasting may be taking its toll on us but, these are the moments we should push ourselves. These are moments where we should grab our souls and force it to perform those extra raka’aat of prayers. This is the time where we force ourselves to read that extra page of Qur’aan. Ultimately, you will come to realise that in the pain of worship lies immense and deep sweetness. Indeed, you are strengthening your bond with Allah and showing your gratitude. Tighten your loin cloth and immerse yourself in the worship of Allah.
This was the attitude of the the righteous before us. They were tunnelled-vision – they only saw their end target and never lost focus. They trained and disciplined their soul to enjoy worship and to truly concentrate on achieving its desire pursuit – the pleasure of Allah. Let us remind ourselves of how the Salaf were:
Qatadah RHM:
“If you do not wish to perform any good except, when you have energy for it. Then know your nafs is inclined towards boredom/fatigue and weariness. However, the believer is the one who takes on a lot (striving) and the believer is one who has a lofty ambition. The believers are those who persist in their call to Allah throughout the night and day. The believers never cease to call out “Yaa Rabbanaa Yaa Rabbanaa” (Oh our Lord, Oh our Lord) except, they are responded to”. [Hilyat Al-Awliyaa]
Abu Muslim Al-Khawlani RHM:
“Do the companions of Muhammad SAW think they will be in the company of him without us? Never, By Allah! We will swarm in on them and be around him to such an extent they will know they left behind (generations of) true men”
He made this statement when he stood up for the night prayer and his feet became tired from the prolonged standing. He then hit his feet and made this statement!!!!
Thabit Al-Bunani RHM:
“I endured the night for 20 years (by Praying) and then i delighted in the night for 20 years” [Hilyat Al-Awliyaa]
Muhammad Ibn Munkadir RHM:
“I struggled (and endured the pain) with my soul for 40 years until, it became firm (in worship)” [Hilyat Al-Awliyaa]
Abu Yazid RHM:
“I kept driving myself to my Lord while it cried, until i drove it while it smiled” [Sayyid Al-Khatir]
Ibn Wahb RHM:
“I saw Sufyan Ath-Thawri RHM in the Haram after Maghrib. He prostrated and did not lift his head until, the call for ‘Isha was made” [As-Siyar]
Al-Awzaa’ee RHM:
“Whosoever prolongs his standing in the night (in prayer); Allah will make his standing easy in the day of Qiyamah” [As-Siyar]
‘Abdur Rahman Bin Zubayd RHM:
“Zubayd (my father) used to divide the night for us into 3 parts (for Qiyam Al-Layl). A 1/3 for him, a 1/3 for me and 1/3 for my brother. Zubayd began his 1/3 first and stood in prayer. Thereafter, he prodded me with his foot to wake me up. When he saw laziness/weariness from me he said “Sleep, my child. I will pray on your behalf”. Thereafter, he went to my brother and prodded him to wake him up. When he saw laziness/weariness from he he said “Sleep, my child. I will pray on your behalf”. The narrator says “He stood in prayer till, dawn” [Hilyat Al-Awliyaa]
‘Abdullah Ibn Mubarak RHM:
“The souls of the righteous people in the past used to push them to do good deeds, but, our souls do not do what we want them to do except, by force. So, we have to force them”.
AbdurRahman Ibn Mahdi RHM:
“If it was said to Hammad Bin Salamah that “you will die tomorrow” – he will not have the capacity to increase his good deeds in any form! [Tadhkirat Al-Huffadh]
Imam Adh-Dhahabi annexed a comment to this by saying “His time was filled with ‘ibaadah!”.
The wife of Masrooq Bin Al-Ajda’ RHM:
“Masrooq would pray until, his feet would become swollen. At times, I would sit behind him weeping because of what i see him put himself through”. [Sifatus As-Safwah]
(He was following the footsteps of the Prophet Muhammad SAW whose feet would swell up because, of the lengthy Qiyam he used to engage in).
Ibn Wahb RHM:
‘Aamir Bin Abd Qays was from the most prominent of worshippers. He used to perform 1000 raka’aat of prayer daily. He would stand from the rising of the sun till, ‘Asr in prayer. Thereafter, he would depart whilst, his legs and feet would swell up. During this moment – he would say “Oh Soul! You were only created for worship. Oh that which is inclined to evil, by Allah, I will make you work. You will not have any share of the bed!!!!”. [Sifatus As-Safwah].
In other reports, he would say “Oh Soul! You were only created for worship. Oh that which is inclined to evil! Stand, Oh Shelter for all evil” [Ruhbaan Al-Layl].
Qatadah RHM:
“When ‘Aamir (Bin ‘Abd Qays) was nearing death; he began to weep. It was said to him “Why are you crying”. He replied “I am not crying because of the horrors of death nor, am I crying because, of eagerness of the Dunya. Rather, I am crying because (I will miss) of the thirst in the middle of the day during the intense heat (because of fasting) and because, (I will miss performing) Qiyam Al-Layl” [Siyar A’laam An-Nubala]
May Allah not let this Ramadan end except, that we are forgiven and spared from the Hell-fire. May Allah grant us peace in this Dunya, in the life of the Barzakh and the hereafter. May he allow us to witness his majestic face in the gardens of Paradise. May he remove the sadness and grief from our lives and inject tranquillity within our hearts. May he allow us to change for the better and give us the tawfeeq to bask in the delights of worship. May he accept our recitation of the Qur’aan and all of our humble efforts to gain closeness to him.